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the best part of believe is the lie... [Dec. 14th, 2005|10:42 am]
Sean
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |Fat Lip-Sum 41]

So I'm alone at emma's now. And you ask, wha? I drove up here yesterday to visit and she's off to school, Jack's at daycare and her mom is at work. I guess I should talk about some other stuff first though. Day before yesterday, I hung out with Lil at the Dot. It was a good time. We drank a bunch of hot chocolate cuz it's friggen cold, and then we just sat around catching up. I missed the kid, glad she's back. After we got done, I went home and crashed. I thought about a lot of stuff before I went to sleep and I think that unfortunately led to my downfall.

I decided to talk to Alex about a lot of stuff that I had been feeling in regards to our relationship. Long story short, we broke up... We decided to be friends and she's still living with me cuz after all, she is my partner in crime and my place is cheaper than any other place she could find. In case anyone cares, I'm alright. OK so that's a lie. I'm not ok. I hate this. I keep fucking up relationships in some way. I thought this one was awesome, we have so much in common. Maybe too much I guess. I dunno. I just hate it. I almost said those 3 little words...

So after that, I made myself look relatively presentable and drove to emma's. We had an awesome time hanging out, she cheered me up so much. We talked about all kinds of stuff and exchanged presents. I gave her, her original gift of a bracelet and she gave me some awesome CDs. There was some tickle fighting as well. She knows I'm cooler...lol. Anyhow, I kinda ended up giving her a car that I recently bought, well the keys at least. I know I'm crazy, but now she's forced to come visit me at least once heh. Yeah so the car was originally for alex and a few of my friends know that, but yeah I couldn't give it to her now. I just...couldn't. Don't get me wrong, I got other stuff for her so it's not like I'm totally ignoring her or something. But I couldn't giver her the car.

Em woke me up excessively early this morning, thanks by the way, grr. And then she went off to school. Her mom had made breakfast which was cool. I gave em's family their presents. I got her mom a cool picture frame which she seemed to like, and I got Jack a huge GI Joe set which he became totally fascinated with. Anyhow, it's just me for a few more hours. So I need to find something to do, maybe more sleep hehe.
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Thank God it's almost break... [Dec. 9th, 2005|02:30 am]
Sean
School is seriously an annoyance I can do without for a couple weeks. Work is slowing down now since there is less work in the cold weather. My job is pretty secure though according to my boss. He likes having me around. I dunno though, as good as the job is, I'd rather be working with cars. Who knows though?

I'm gonna go visit emma sunday. I'm glad she's settled down even though I miss our random hang outs here. I'm glad she's with her family. It should be a good time.

I have no guy friends. Heh I know it isn't news, just thought I'd state it for the record. The only people I talk to at degrassi are alex, ash, and paige. I mean, I'm sorta friends with the guys at work but we don't really hang out except for like one time when I drank with them. That's about it.

So I helped mom move furniture into her new place. It actually looks kinda nice. Tracker's comin down to spend the holiday with us so that should be pretty cool.

I haven't gotten to see too much of alex recently which kind of sucks cuz I prolly won't get to see much of her over the holidays as she doesn't do holidays. It's alright though. I can deal with it. Or at least that's what I told her. Truth is, I really hate the fact that she doesn't wanna spend the holidays with me. I understand that she might have had bad experiences but can't a guy have a chance to change em? I mean, I have this absolutely amazing present for her and I won't have it till Xmas Eve and she'll probably already be off by then. I don't know what to do about it. I'm trying hard to not let it affect me but it is and it sucks cuz I'm sean, the tough guy. Right?
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Yeah Yeah.. [Nov. 27th, 2005|02:17 pm]
Sean
I know I'm slacking meh. Tday was pretty decent. Mom cooked and that was pretty awesome I gotta say. Although, Alex ditched me and took my car grr. Anyways, I didn't really do much else over the break. We had a couple days off work cuz of the holiday so that was good. I tinkered around with the car a little bit once I got it back -_-(that's my peering face). And mom found herself a job and a definite apartment so I think I'm gonna be helping her move all her stuff in a couple days. I talked to Tracker and he wants to get together for Xmas and he wants to meet Alex. Now if I can get her to sit still for that, it'd be amazing...
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Decentness... [Nov. 25th, 2005|11:16 pm]
Sean
Life is calm right now. I've been helping mom look for a place within her price range. Hopefully she can come here soon. Dad will be locked up until at least next January so that's good. Me and alex haven't been able to hang out too much cuz of work and stuff which sucks. But hopefully that'll change soon. In other news, I'm kinda bored right now. Anybody wanna hang?
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Weekend... [Nov. 21st, 2005|09:58 am]
Sean
I didn't do too much over the weekend since I didn't have to work. I hung out with ash one day though. We went Xmas shopping. It was a pretty good time actually. Had great discussions about the 50 cent movie, the fact that I don't deal well with other guys and about how girls are hard to shop for heh. I didn't really get any shopping done though, at least nothing important. I still have to get stuff for some of my friends, and of course alex and mom. I havenb't fully decided what to do for them yet though. I have a few ideas, but there are some other things that I need to look into first.

In other news, some people are so ridiculously dumb, it's a wonder they can function in life.

Also, isn't it amazing how you can continuously try to not buy into the stereotypes about a person, to give them the benefit of the doubt, even if you aren't really friends, yet they keep disappointing you?

That is all.
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Changes... [Nov. 9th, 2005|02:26 pm]
Sean
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |Trapped in the Closet-R. Kelly]

Me and Alex made the trip to Wasaga and somehow she was able to get through to my mom. It was crazy because me and tracker haven't been able to get her to understand, but my girl has skillz. You guys shoulda seen how nice she looked. It was amazing. So now mom is gonna move here, well not to my house, but she's gonna get her own place. I'm pretty excited about that. Dad's gonna stay locked up for a while, at least till he goes to trial for whatever he did to piss the cops off this time. Hopefully I can get my mom and tracker to start talking again cuz they stopped due to all the craziness that's been goin on.

In other semi-related news, my mom told me that she wants me to go to university. I told her that the chances of that are slim to none but she didn't wanna hear it. I have a feeling that she's gonna keep bugging me about it too so yeah we'll see.
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Hit the road... [Nov. 7th, 2005|10:07 am]
Sean
[mood |calmcalm]
[music |Same Ol G-Ginuwine]

Yeah so I'm about to go up to wasaga with alex and hopefully she can work some magic for me. We hung out last night which was pretty cool. I went to the park with ellie the other day and ran into my clone at the age of 7. Heh it was crazy. Reminded me of how much of a smartass I was back then. I also fixed up the car a bit. Got a new radio and some rims, nothin too fancy, just better than what I had.
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Hangin Out... [Nov. 4th, 2005|12:05 am]
Sean
[mood |annoyedannoyed]
[music |U don't have to call-Usher]

Yeah so I hung out with ash last night. We got some food and saw Saw 2. It was pretty cool. I have a thing for horror flicks though. Hangin w/ ash was a good time. I hope I at least got her mind off all the craziness for a lil while.

In other news, I suppose everybody knows about me and alex now. I think some people were kinda surprised which seems weird to me. Our relationship totally makes sense to me, but whatever.

Dad got arrested and mom wants me to bail him out since I have consistent cash flow and I'm closer than Tracker. I don't really want to though. I figure he deserves to stay in there for a while. I'll probably end up going and getting him out tomorrow though, blah.
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Halloween Times... [Nov. 1st, 2005|05:36 pm]
Sean
[mood |awake]
[music |Gimme the Light-Sean Paul]

Yeah so I went to Ash's party in my zorro costume. Good times. I didn't do a whole lot, just hung around and had a few drinks. I felt bad for ash. I know she's really upset, but I can't help her. Really sucks cuz she always listens when I'm pissed off and whatnot. There was some drama at the party, glad I wasn't a part of it for once.

So I've been with alex for a while now. The only person I've told is ash though. I'm surprised I haven't gotten more people asking me about it. Emma asked once but I wasn't really paying attention I think. I like alex a lot. We think a lot alike. Unfortunately, we haven't gotten to hang out for the past couple days. We both work a lot. Although, there are some perks to living together heh.
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Insomnia [Oct. 30th, 2005|03:29 am]
Sean
[mood |boredbored]
[music |Lovers and Friends-Usher, LIl Jon, Luda]

Yeah so I can't really sleep for some reason. I figured I'd write a little bit in here to pass time. I decided to be zorro despite being discouraged by emma. Heh although I'll give her some credit if she can find a peanut butter jar costume. Anyways, I dunno what alex actually decided to be. Should be awesome though.

I decided not to take the overtime at work. Even though it'd be a lot more money, I just don't want that kind of commit. As cool as my job is for me, it's not really how I wanna spend my life. I'd like to get into somethin with cars but I dunno. I don't plan to go to university though so I'll have plenty of time to think.
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