|Interesting? Eh maybe...
||[Jan. 13th, 2006|02:16 pm]
So let's see what's new? Emma's coming to visit this weekend and get her car which will be very cool. I got some peanut butter in my kitchen for her too so she doesn't spaz out.
Hung out w/ Lil a couple nights ago. We made chocolate covered pretzels. She's a regular Emeril that kid. At some point there was chocolate and licking lol. While we were waiting for the chocolate to harden, we ended up watchin Shrek 2 cuz somebody was watching it before I got there...:). Many things were discussed that night like the fact that if she's an angel, then I'm a saint.
Truth be told, there was some intense talking that night. We talked about my psycho dad and how he's gonna kill me when he gets out of jail. We also had a mini...I dunno...confrontation? Her nose started bleeding and she expected me to believe it was just stress. I wasn't really mad at her though. I guess I was just upset cuz she couldn't talk to me but we worked it all out. She knows I'm always gonna be here for her and that I won't judge her. And yeah I think I'm going crazy...I mean...no not even gonna write it because it's Lil and...nope. Just gonna keep hanging out w/ my friend and...yeah.She eventually started to get tired and I was gonna tuck her in cuz I did that before but she just pulled a blanket over us on the couch and I crashed there. Good times.
I also hung out with Ash this week. We assembled a Beatles puzzle, had a tickle fight, and talked about stuff including how apparently I might just have a future after all and the drama in her life. It was a good talk, although some might not see it that way.
Which leads me to Jay...I don't even know what to type.
I mean it's not my fault he's in a damn love quadrangle or whatever the hell it is. He thinks I told ash about his little trysts or whatever. Well fuck him then if he thinks that's the kind of friend I am. All I told ash was to do what was right for her and if couldn't work, then she deserved a better relationship. Not necessarily a better person than him, the jackass, that's how he took it. He wouldn't have these problems if he'd just fucking pick a girl. He doesn't even know how lucky he is. Most of the girls in his life are pretty damn amazing and he's wasting it all. Blah whatever, he screw himself over all he wants now. Excuse a guy for trying to be there for BOTH of his friends.